I AM Theocentric

The millennium is that time when egocentric and theocentric man part company, like sheep and goats so to speak.

Earth too is theocentric. Like man she has a structural matrix through which flows a succession of power evolutionary pulses, each surpassing the other in power and perfection of form. For the attuned heart, I AM the supreme gift of reflective consciousness; the capacity to understand and appreciate the infinite process of growth and transformation as both the internal and external theatre respond to the ever changing environment.

In theocentric man, life energy (Yang) flowing through the matrix (Yin) subjects itself to the completion process (millennium), transmuting matter into essential ethereal substance. The earth is likewise transformed.

This the new heaven and the new earth, descending since that moment in time when the play began, arrive.

The basic building block of physical manifestation, the atom, of which all living matter in the galaxy is composed, is likewise theocentric. Each atomic particle has a twin that is identical but opposite in electrical charge. When such particles meet they annihilate each other in a violent release of energy.

As the process of atonement or alignment reaches completion, I redeem My Own, bringing forth that which is co-eternal, discarding the elementary structures useful only to achieve a temporary goal. The present disintegration of imperfect and outmoded earth structures is the result of the multiple polarizing activities now active upon the planet.

In the natural kingdom all cells realize their function, which is to give and receive joy. The gift of free-will, reflective consciousness, personal choice of being in joy or in sin, is mankind's Godly prerogative.

I AM the centre, the origin of all forms and processes since the beginning and to the end of galactic time: the infinite and eternal constant. My seed likewise.

The cosmic principle by which perceptible forms are sustained can be likened to a series of dimensional shells, husks, or even veils through which I am-man must pass en route from illusion to reality. Each represents the shedding of a skin of mortality -- a little death, and a rebirth into the next level of god-consciousness.

In this way I am-man scales the ladder of consciousness to discover his essential theocentric core. In eastern thought this concept is often [prtrayed as a lotus blossom unfolding in the sunshine. The goal of Super-ego is to keep a man focused on external outwards, rather than submitting to the moment. Nevertheless, Super-ego builds a bridge between egocentric and theocentric man. Thus the injunction "Go with the devil as far as the bridge".

The magic moment is now. Now is the only time that will ever exist. The past and the future are only relevant as symmetrical points in the harmony of now. The joy in each now is the sum total of constructive activity in previous moments. It is for this reason that man must reach down into the consciousness and work to eradicate discordant notes from previous nows which mar his eternal joy. Without this disentanglement, eternity would be hell rather than heaven -- something the law of love could not permit.

From my point of view men are defined not by their place in the physical side of life -- king or pauper, the label is irrelevant. I am-man is defined by his position on the ladder of consciousness. These are the meek who will inherit the earth. I have set before all men an open door which no other may close. Temporary forgetfulness blends into prolonged amnesia unless a proper time-pie is observed, with one daily segment reserved exclusively for the inner quest.

The man who keeps his daily rendezvous with I AM at the very center of his being manifests a radiant energy in all aspects of life. Transmutation flows like ripples through a pond during each contact with his theocentric reality. Each god-filled now stimulates waves of awareness, expanding from the I AM centre of consciousness to bring a succession of changes of infinite variety.

These ripples flow outward from the center in specific colour frequencies. They pulse freely through the organism, until they hit an obstruction, a prejudice, an anger, an unforgiving note. They pound against such obstructions until the God-flow pulses uninterrupted through the whole. In this way the transformation from mortality to co-eternal consciousness is achieved.

This self-integrating ritual of realigning microcosmic to macrocosmic I AM is automatically unifying and healing. It frees mankind from the fetters of sin and death. It bestows cosmic consciousness, which liberates man from numerous separative mental obsessions.

Cosmic communion drastically changes man's self-images. I am-man identifies himself as the forceful core of his own universe -- the God which controls its own destiny, rather than a pawn of circumstances, powerless to control the four beasts at the foot of the throne, the four faces of ego.

Turned away from egocentric goals, the lion calf, man and eagle are key servants in the universal Kingdom. When free from the task of defending the weak identity, these four beasts come forth as giants in the drive for "Thy Kingdom Come". No further need to foster the separative illusion remains. They can contribute their all to the composite mind of the Heavenly Host.

The degree of self-protective reaction registered by the ego quadrant symbols proclaims the extent to which a person is off in his theocentricity. They act as compass points to indicate deficiencies in personal performance by pinpointing areas of weakness.

The "Trials of Job" as portrayed in the Bible represent spirit's efforts to provoke the beasts to expose their true nature - a basic test of faith to steel I am for any future emergencies. The Beasts are made to work their hardest. I am must work even harder still to overcome. Thus strength is built up in both.

In this way My Army of Light is brought to maximum potential, with exacting specifications of experience in every aspect of the war of light versus darkness, that they may lead others in the path of love, clothed in the armour of righteousness.

Millenium - The Internal Condition

Millenium is that state of mind wherein a man may state unequivocally I am Free. Freedom from the laws of sin and death is the lost human birthright of every man.

Let's sum up how this freedom may be attained by all who so desire. The twenty-six little letters comprising the alphabet are the means by which the Spirit of Law is translated into factual data. Even so, words are but a crude form of expression and so-called "truth" merely reflects the opinion of the holder. Before the Supra-ordinate factor is established as a basis for further exploration, so-called facts are actually personal opinions based unprogrammed preconceived ideas.

Spiritual humility is keeping an open mind, accepting the fact that all earth knowledge is based on biased perception, and that cognition is subjective, determined by the like and dislike felt towards the data. There are only two emotions: dislike and like, black and white, though these may manifest in a vareity of different ways, according to the pattern of programmed response. Thus anger, anxeity, frustration, depression, regret, are all negative manifestations of a dislike response to conditions in one's personal environment - the wrong use of life energy. Similarly love, acceptance, joy, appreciation, creativity, and all the positive attitudes indicate a favorable reaction towards life, namely the right use of life energy.

Almost all illness - spiritual, mental and physical - stems from the wrong use of life energy. Negative reactions act like valves of human woes in its wake.

It is common knowledge that "dislike" responses to external conditions stem from disconnected cognition and therefore the absence of an internal condition of peace. Everyone needs a philosophy of life to add consistency to conscious thought.

Response Patterns

There are four basic modes of relating to life's mystery. If you would be free, first locate your basic response pattern.

• Negative Passive: "My perception of reality does not coincide with my Super-egotistical expectations of how things ought to be. But there is nothing I can do about it." This reaction allows depressing to become a state of mind, and inertia a way of being.

• Negative Active: "My perception is disconnected from manifest reality. I will rebel against inconsistency with anger, criticism. I will strike back; get what i want." Vandalism, lack of respect for others, and all destructive acts stem from this perspective.

• Positive Passive: "Resist not evil. I will keep myself bright and cheerful. Something will turn up." While this attitude is not overtly destructive it is the same which gave rise to Hitler and the events of W.W.II.

• Positive Active: "I shall not cease from exploration, nor shall my will deflect in purpose, till I have cognitive consistency. I will contribute all my heart, all my mind, all my soul and all my strength to this end."

In Metaphysics, sin is defined as absence of joy, death is defined as the price of sin.

All misuse of life energy into negative emotions carries a heavy penalty - worse for the individual if these are expressed passively, worse for others if expressed actively. Worry, anxiety, depression gnaw away at the inner man consuming energy in a wasteful and destructive manner. Striking out in anger hurts others as well as self.

Most physicians would agree that negativity is associated with disturbances in normal bodily functioning, proportionate to the duration and severity of the condition. These reactions affect the entire organism even if the manifestation is localized. Ulcers, for example, may be treated surgically but unless the patient is willing to change his attitude the results will recur.

Similarly the modern pandemic of heart dis-ease, high blood pressure and its host if related breakdowns, is a reaction to an unhappy psyche. Brain is the instrument of mind. Dis-ease between brain and mind affects the functioning of every cell in the body.

Life can either be viewed as a challenge or a series of stresses. Positive action to meet a challenge stimulates growth, contributes to identity strength, exercises the I am. Negative reaction fragments personalty. It is simply a question of right and wrong application of life energy.

Action begins with appreciation, gratitude for the gift of consciousness, and a sense of participation in life's play.

Here the story of The Master who gave talents to each of his servants is appropriate. The workman who goes to work each day with the idea of making a positive contribution - his very best - to society commits his life energy to positive action.

There was a time when pride of workmanship occupied a man's full and deep emotional energy commitment. These were times when emotional illness was almost unheard of. Men lived hard, often under tremendous physical stress, and were the better for it.

Thus arose the rumor "god loves the common man". Then came one-upmanship - the self-righteous conviction that one's own objective knowledge was based on fact. And the Kings, the educated, the priesthood - the leaders of men - fought to preserve the myth of infallible knowledge.

The Super-ego-dominated brain assumes that its data is inviolable, never to be questioned. This automatically closes the mind to possible revision, limiting cognitive potential to growth. In expressing an opinion, one bears in mind the possibility of being corrected, and willingness to communicate, really communicate and share ideas with others.

Death in the eternal sense, results from the sum total of all earthly and heavenly factors which have governed an individual during his moment of consciousness. It is a polarization of all response attitudes, past and present, physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, of everything that has ever happened, every thought, every word given or received - all this in conjunction with the prevalent ray and universal curriculum of the Age.

Brain versus Mind

Mind strives ceaselessly for cognitive consistency, atonement, atunement, alignment with the universal heartbeat. All else is incidental. For the open-minded man growth is a process of assimilation.

In failing to correct an ambiguity, either by avoidance, accommodation, apathy or whatever, man breaks himself against the inviolable Law of Love which is the sustenance of the spirit.

By facing himself squarely, as a national, a worker, and an individual, a person can save months, even years of precious time - time which can be well spent in productive disentanglement from the burden of unconscious pressures. This exercise precedes the flowering of self discovery.

There are three basic ways of dealing with ambiguous or threatening situations:

• Assimilation: Smooth assimilation requires that strong preconceived like and dislike attitudes be put aside; that a neutral file be established to handle incoming data objectively, i.e. two and two only make four in the absence of other pertinent factors.

• Accommodation: "Why me? Everyone else is doing the same thing." Accommodation is the negative side of the "live and let live" principle. It excuses petty theft, destructive science, arms races, etc. It excuses personal liability with the cloak of collective irresponsibility.

• Avoidance: For self-protective reasons a normally enquiring mind may avoid data which may conflict with a good self-image. The airing of such revealing films as Roots in America and Holocaust in Germany as designed to promote national purgings of conscience, and bestir the avoidance syndrome.

  Techniques of avoidance and accommodation may fool Super-ego, but never I am-Mind, the essential nature of man. The defense-oriented brain, intended to be the tool of Mind, thus defeats its purpose by pampering rather than exposing Mind to challenges which promote growth. This sense of its own superior wisdom, this attitude of baby-sitting a weak identity, prevents Mind from maturing and properly functioning as the alignment factor in essential and external reality. Thus, the "sensitive" person around whom others must step carefully so as not to disturb. The basic common sense approach is by-passed in these people. Their areas of weakness are evident to all but those who share the same accommodation tactics.

Brain dominating Mind is the abortive principle which stunts the full-term life cycle within the cosmic egg by keeping it coddled, preventing maturation, implying that Mind is inferior to brain.

Ultimately, it is the "sensitivity" or avoidance note which has dominated the organism that destroys the Mind. Therefore, he who lives by anxiety shall die by anxiety (perhaps manifested by anyone of a number of anxiety related illnesses). He who lives by anger will die by anger. Hew who uses sensitive displacement behavior of excessive self-indulgence will die by this means .... and so on. Not only in the flesh will he die, but as below so above -- he will die in the Spirit. For coddled eggs don't hatch.

Even so, nothing good is ever lost. At any stage in the life-game it is wise to review possible attitudes of avoidance and accommodation, and take definite steps to correct "sensitive" or accommodative response. In developing traits of fair dealing, honour, compassion, mercy, sincere efforts to listen and be considerate to all around, a man automatically builds strength against the day of self-judgement. Thus the Golden Rule: Do unto others as you would be done by.

Shortly before his death, Dr. Wilder Penfield, the great Canadian neurologist, was speaking with MacLean's magazine on the subject of brain versus mind.

Reporter: "Do neurologists face a crisis similar to that faced by the men who built the atomic bomb because they're exploring -- the frontier of the human mind -- contains discoveries quite equal to the power of the atomic bomb?"

Penfield: "No, there's no such likelihood or danger in neurology. The mind is independent of the brain. I have never become what's called an out-and-out dualist, because that goes over into all sorts of things, but from a scientific viewpoint, I clearly see that the brain is only something that is conditioned, something that is carried about as you would carry a computer in your breast pocket. The brain is a computer, the most wonderful computer of course in existence, but it is computed by something that is outside itself - the mind."

Reporter: "You make distinction between the mind and the brain?"

Penfield: "Very definitely, all we are waiting fro now is the physicist who will discover and describe for us the electrical energy that we know is in the brain that runs the computer and sends billions of messages going back and forth in the computer all the time."

Reporter: "Tell us how it works."

Penfield: "When the brain wakes up, the mind wakes up and immediately takes charge of the whole situation. Therefore, there must be a form of energy not yet discovered by a physicist, and I will predict that when we get that, then we can understand how mind receives its energy."

Reporter: "Is it ironic that a brilliant scientist as yourself, having made discoveries as the one you just described, should have such an abiding faith in God?"

Penfield: "Not at all. It's the reasonable approach. I don't know if you're familiar with Robert Oppenheimer, the man who was sacrificed by McCarthy. He was a great scientist and father of the atomic bomb. He came to the same conclusion which is: If you have prepared yourself, you'll find that your life's work is planned for you, what the Creator has in mind when he laid his plan in the beginning, and the plan of the world has a way in it for every man who is willing to prepare himself to the maximum and work his hardest."

It is true. Each Mind has a unique role to play in earth's forthcoming millenium, when brain is made the servant of I am.

Mind (I am) manifests as an aura or charisma, interpenetrating and surrounding the physical form. Ideally it should appear as a shimmering white light. In practise it fluctuates in both shading and density of microdot formation, according to the shallowness or depth of the emotional investment and the clarity of individual perception. The man with an open mind has an aura that spreads around him like a rainbow, with no personality cracks in any area of life, for Mind directs his course.

There are countless symbols and parables relating to this phenomena. Let's begin by dividing the 360° circle of white I AM into four quarters coloured blue, green, yellow and red. These represent a breakdown of whole god consciousness into digestible portions. This provides a gauge or compass for any who choose to scale the summit of cosmic consciousness, and indicates probable role in the creative scheme of millenium activity.

God consciousness expressed in blue appreciates creation. Green thirst to reach the fountainhead of life. Yellow loves Law; the mathematics and geometry of efficient life energy expenditures. Red is the passion of mature love. Total love is thus expressed in the linking of heart, mind, soul and strength.

Each mind-colour has its own ladder of consciousness. Each represents a specific note or vibration within the radiant white aura. The goals represented are clearly attainable to all who have desire regardless of ethnic, cultural or denominational influences.

Through an indepth examination, it is obvious that the general mosaic of tribal attitudes prevalent on the planet predisposes some peoples to higher performance in one colour than another. Eternal qualities transcend the immediate turmoil of civilization, appealing to the inherent greatness in each individual. For in all this tide of years and attention there have been men who appreciate. Others find nothing worth prizing save power and materialism; nothing worth doing save service to self; no pleasure but bitter satisfaction in domination their fellows and spoiling the meadow of earth.

Millenium White

Imagine a circular staircase with steps which lead all the way from earth to heaven. Each step represents a complete plateau of exploration, and also serves as an anteroom to the next level of conscious attainment. It's the Alpha-Omega path to potency.

Successive steps are coloured blue, green, yellow and red. Each level must be fully assimilated before Mind may properly arrive at the threshold of its next level of potential growth. The leap from one step to another is called identity crisis. It is made easily or with difficulty according to the response or avoidance pattern to lessons offered in the preceding stage.

For example, conception (red) should be attained by joie de vivre; womb-life (blue) by maternal devotion; infancy and reaching out to learn (green) by the receiving of many strands of warm interaction. Manhood (yellow). the shouldering of responsibility, the giving of oneself in return for life energies invested, is then a smooth process from which potent passion springs the creation of new life (red).

Unless one cup of life-colour is filled, the spiritual infant is premature and not readily able to digest the more solid mixture of the next stage of emotional food. Such a person has unsatisfied inner longings which pull him back to immature desires rather than allowing him the opportunity for mature giving and receiving in a smooth flowing reciprocal adult relationship.

This same scenario taken from a macrocosmic stance has parallel applications. The big joyous Bang of Father (Yang-red) deposits the life germ in the void of womb. Mother Nature (Yin-blue), who worships the Father, cherishes the seed of creation with maternal devotion, so that God-children may be well nested, and rocked in joy upon her ample bosom. Then comes the time for young earth to start learning about life (Yin-green). Raised in love, it completes the green step of growth and comes to the threshold of responsibility (Yang-yellow) - the dawn of manhood, and with it the first glimpse of adult appreciation of the life-energy expended by The Father on their behalf. Young earth now determines to return the Father's investment, and on completion of the yellow giving cycle is filled with the joie de vivre of mature self-love, which spills out to everyone around.

Desire, or appetite for each aspect of emotional growth, produces a heavier concentration of colour microdot foundation on which to build the next step. A shallow or apathetic person is poverty stricken in terms of Mind-wealth, impotent in emotional exchange.

The prevalent colour ray is designed to produce an emotionally balanced adult, a man for all seasons. In this context blue, green, yellow and red represent winter, spring, summer and harvest time for both the individual and young earth thought as a whole. Winter (womb, ice age on earth) and Spring (salad, days of budding and growing) represent predominant Yin or Divine Feminine activity, the Mother-Isis-Mary concept which prepares the child to withstand the unmitigated glory of Father Sun.

As springtime lengthens into summer the Yang note begins to manifest. Earth blossoms in ecstatic appreciation of the gift of life-energy. The young man begins to realize the tremendous investment which The Father has put into raising him. He learns the lesson of thrift, efficient management of resources, stability, responsibility, hard work, and so gradually assumes the yoke of maturity. He learns to repay, to become a man.

Thus earth and man ripen to fruition, to a full and rich personality which runs through shades of gold and orange to flaming red, and thence to the ultimate purple passion of blended Yin-Yang balance in life's most noble experience: Perfect Love.

All men and women in every walk of life are drawn towards expression of these notes. In normal growth the central sun revolves to beam a searching prevalent ray of each colour in turn for finely balanced harmony within. As if a coloured searchlight beams out across the amphitheater of mind - dominion, making a perfect 360° panoramic sweep of personal growth.

The fabric of eternal life is thus interwoven around I AM in a rainbow of love strands of every conceivable shade of emotional experience: Mother-child, sibling-sibling (shades of blue-green), friends-comrades, business partners, intellectual companions (shades of yellow-orange), lovers, Father-child, to culminate in ultimate husband-wife completion of Yin-Yang blessedness and full God potency.

Each step of the way is guarded by a particular facet of egotistical attitude, a dragon which must be fought and overcome before the next level of ascent may be negotiated. These frequently manifest as notes of negative reaction which impede the flow of positive action to attain the goals of the blue,green, yellow and red curriculums.

During the process of emotional maturation, eagle eye, little deer, man and lion facets are close at hand to supervise. They analyze each piece of incoming data, acting or reacting according to like or dislike and programmed modes of response.

Eagle eye awakens in the crib, carefully screening the environment for survival techniques. Skittish, bullish or timid withdrawn calf-like responses evolve according to the degree of success each outward exploration receives. These are blue-green Yin responses.

Each blue-green cycle is consolidated as intellect assumes the challenge of making sense of accumulated data to see what it all adds up to. The resultant forward step is wavering or firm according to the solidarity of the blue-green-yellow threshold. Thus the lion emerges either roaring to cover inner feelings of frustration and threat, or as a potent, courageous, indefatigable sovereign of its domain.

Coloured rays, interpreted in the context of whole earth development cycles, began with blue when I AM first inhabited the planet. Infant spiritual thought was deposited in its Garden of Eden nest to live directly off the milk of math nature's bosom. Early man lived in natural caves, hunted, fished, gathered fruit and berries, wore animal skins for protection. Then youthful humanity began to reach out and explore its environment. Nomadic man learned to build primitive shelters, to observe nature, to master wild herds of cattle, goats and sheep, thus extending his horizons beyond immediate physical needs. He learned to think ahead.

Communications with others beyond man's own family precipitated barter and the growth of commercial enterprise. He needed storage facilities for his food. A system of counting and writing was established. He began to record his history. Consolidation of the human race became assured as stable urban communities arose, together with systems of merchandising, and exchange of ideas.

This provided a foundation for a red thrust to a new apex civilization. Art, music, literature, invention and general abundance rewarded his efforts in the blue, green and yellow cycles. For this is the fruit of the right use of life energy. However, as the abundance multiplied, egocentric greed appropriated rising potency in the red cycle. This resulted in lust, license, and growing warrior-like activity which gradually reached global proportions as the power-hungry sought new fields to conquer.

In Every Age I AM Back

As each succeeding prevalent ray of evolving human history uncoiled like a video tape to pass before the Central Sun, The Beam, striking the matrix, gave life to the unfoldment of earth's play in mirrored sequences. Each searchlight sweep of I AM's prevalent ray lights up the anteroom to the next level of consciousness. It happens exactly the same way on the macrocosmic scale. It is in this way that microcosmic I am-man resembles Me. This process, repeated many times over the ages, brings I AM's Macrocosmic identity to full fruition for millenium. As it has done for Jahl and Sasoleah, so it will do for everyone. Each new earth era opens with the descent of the God-team into flesh.

Mother-Father God, Yin-Yang, circulate in conical pattern as symbolized by the figure 8. They pull apart to accomplish centrifugal goals then swirl back together, each time growing in power, each time to bind goals of heaven and earth more closely.

Within the greater wheel of goal activity are many minor circuits to initiate and others to complete, while link ups must be made to smooth the potent power-flow from many rivulets into the ever-clearing water of life proceeding from the foot of the throne.

As a new sequence is about to begin the Divine Father-Mother come together in a Sun-Moon stance in the place where heaven and earth meet. For clarity, see Him as being yellow-red, and She as blue-green light. They lock vibe and matrix together in the Cave of Mind to realign axis and ethics, thus determining the goals and priorities of the forthcoming sequence.

Once this creative meditation is complete, Yin-Yang steps down to the Great Hall where the Chosen are assembled. Here assignments are decided. The yellow-red forces of Yang, who will be working on the far side of the dimension of density, align with their blue-green counterparts in preparation for the Yin army's departure for mortality.

At the far end of the Great Hall a huge screen is dropped, the lights dimmed and every Mind is brought to a single pinpoint focus of intense concentration.

The first illustration indicates the original position of the Mills of the Gods, where Yin-Yang stood together as Alpha-Omega at the dawn of time before partition. The scenario explodes and the are thrust apart.

Then two huge wheels, each revolving in opposite directions flash onto the screen. The warp and weft of the tapestry of life. The yolk and white within the Cosmic Egg.

The upper wheel is Yang, resplendent as fiery sun. It has a red hub, a yellow axle, green spokes and a blue outer rim. This is the wheel of heaven.

The lower wheel, Yin, shines pal, blue-green and silver like the moon. The forces of earth, of opposite electrical charge to those of heaven, are represented here. My lady's wheel has a blue hub, a green axle, yellow spokes and a red rim.

The screen begins to flash with shimmering light as the two dimensional illustration whirls through the emotions of a thousand ages at the speed of light. The scenario weaves and moves as living silver threads flash back and forth binding the tow wheels, drawing them ever closer into perfect alignment towards the millenium tapestry.

The centre of the blue hub resembles a female electrical outlet, while at the apex of the Yang wheel (for they turn in a conical fashion, the hubs drawing closer together with each revolution) is a male electrical plug. A uterus and a penis if you prefer, or even a needle's eye, threaded with a silver cord.

The audience is then drawn into line with the Divine Mother's perspective as her clairvoyant eye pierces the mists of time to come. All tingle to the thrill of the moment. For this moment, like all others, is not just a place in time, but a place in Mind where earth and heaven intersect.

It is as if The Chosen Ones peer down the barrel of a marksman's rifle. The sight is trained on precise point where lines of axis and ethics meet. Herein the boundaries of heaven and earth collide, to cancel out the intervening space in a violent burst of energy.

The scene moves on to show the amount of progress made by intersecting millions of tiny crosses, micro sites, of which each Macro wheel consists.

Sasoleah grasps a stick of lightning, and with a few deft movements traces patterns on the velvet void of kingdoms yet to be. This is the dark band of distance still to be traversed before the light of heaven may shine full force on earth.

The lightning leaves a trail of glistening stars - events to be achieved. The glitter comes from tiny pinpoint holes burned in the velvet fabric of the night. Once settled "as above" then so be it below: from Mind to brain.

Another celestial map illustrates how silver rivulets of light all run into the sea, and demonstrates the places where dams have been set up which need dynamite force to prompt returning flow. Blue, green, yellow and red flimsies are all aligned with maximum efficiency for multi-purpose goals.

A micromotion of the Mother's eye, meeting the eyes of the quadra-posts of colour, shows Mind aligned in speed of perfect thought. Then the seven spirits are included in her sweeping glance of love. Yes, all is well.

The Chosen huddle in a creative think tank. Each is aware that teachers have the most lessons to bear. They are well aware that examination must precede action. They seek a point where they may do the most with talents gained before, yet fill gaps of experience needed for their personal growth, while each contributes utmost to the celestial goal.

Some will be sent ahead to establish nesting and educational requirements for the group. They will arrive with enough equipment to make certain global link ups basic to the plot. They will span all national and denominational boundaries to circle their cilver network, their unifying web of love, round the globe.

The Cosmic Conference concludes with merriment. The Throne Room and the Great Hall blaze with lights. The music plays and for a little while the couples whirl and twirl in sheer delight, shimmering with prayerful emotional exchange beyond the mind of men. "Oh Love, how great thou art; what joy we share in service to Thy Cause!!!"

Baronial splendor attends their last supper. The flags, the heralds, trumpets, minstrels pass in glittering array amidst the U-shaped setting of the tables. Yet each is well aware we march at dawn to claim another victory for heaven on earth.

The Chosen rise as one when Jahl and Sasoleah, clothed now in personality, get up to leave the room. The celestial lovers climb to the top of the mountain, where moonlight on the melting snow reveals bright emerald clumps of grass and mountain flowers in bloom.

Their fingers lightly touch. They watch daybreak tip the snowy mountain caps with rosy glow. Yin draws her traveling cape more tightly gainst the wind. And she is gone. Being of Absolute Purity, Yin assumes only the most flimsy pretext of mortality. On her arrival in the flesh she barely gains a foothold in mortality before The Chosen pierce the mortal veil and lead her back and forth across dimensional boundaries. This ensures that the physical and spiritual duet spread harmony in the intertwining spheres, provide a homing signal for the Heavenly Host. Then Yang, the infant god-child is introduced. Irresistible vibe is molded into shape against the immovable rock of Perfect Matrix. With exquisite precision the Macrocosmic rifle sight hones in on target. Yang shudders with the power of holding back till the MOMENT when heaven and earth align. Then He explodes in potent ejaculation of the new earth era vibe, exactly in accord with the plan. The Spirit animating the act is then released.

It's five p.m. A newborn infant cry pierces the stillness of the waiting room. The deed is done.

It is only in this moment that the Son can truly say "My Father and I are ONE". For beyond the plane of conscious life activity, beyond the play, and plays before, and plays to come, is I AM ABSOLUTE, the Unspeakable One.

Once the moment is complete, their initial role is done. Yin-Yang return from whence they came, taking within themselves yet a new level of multidimensional personality, an updated identity wardrobe for Jahl and Sasoleah geared to match the tempo of the times.

In ages past it normally took many thousands of earth years to reap the celestial crop - bouncing light-bubbles of blue, aqua, green, lime, pink, magenta, yellow. And over time, as each reaches perfection in the shade desired, they dive back into the sea to absorb the newest shade of curriculum. These are the spiritually meek, swimming through life's seas to gain the shore of white millenium.

Each completed earth round narrows the separative sea, bringing the King of Heaven closer to the Bride.

In every age I come in greater potency to steer the course of human history towards the millenium goal. Each formal return permits the manifestation of ever evolving aspects of I AM, Jahl, The Son, passed through the virginal womb, garbs Himself in appropriate microdots of mortal personality. Thus may The Father, whose Creative Omnipotence gave life birth, assume human personality without letting go of the Universal Hub.

The Chosen Ones likewise assume the flesh, gathering compatible permutations and galaxies of identity colour pertinent to themselves and to their role.

Over the ages we have enacted countless scenarios, giving rise to every possible variety of human relationships as Mother Earth gave way and gave birth to Man Divine. Around the throne is a rainbow of emotional experience, each band distinct yet merging with its fellows in harmonious blend of Mother-child, siblings, friends, companions, lovers, and culmination in love of soul-mate.

All Rivers Empty Into the Sea

As Godlings blossom on the earthly shore, a bloody-watery trickle of placenta oozes from the old matrix, gathers in streams and slithers to the pit. Misused life energy slips from the collective anus into the cesspool of evolving the human race, soiling everything it passes on the way.

The liquids are recycled through the Divine Lung, where the sold waste is compressed into minute particles of excretive grit (science calls these black holes) and flung off in the centrifugal backlash of the thrust.

Like busy bees, the celestial-terrestrial forces of the Heavenly Host further this process. They divert the Rival stream into the pit, while keeping the living waters pure and clear to slake the god-thirst in the Mind of man.

This river of life is fed by many tributaries of thought. Like radiant dew-drops, from an existential viewpoint according to how the sunlight strikes, they glisten with dissimilar hues, but are essentially one in a kind.

All rivulets of present religious thought originate from the "Garden of Eden" wellspring of Atlantis. They were born of Khe-Yin, fathered by Atlantean-Yang, then exploded by a big bang holocaust to far distant shores of the world. Having gained their beachhead, the Chose paved the way for the advent of Isis and Osiris, the Yin-Yang brother-sister-husband-wife partnership which founded the religious thought of ancient Egypt.

All the worthwhile gems of Egyptian religious thought were extracted from their teachings, and merged into the ongoing stream of Christian consciousness during the deliberations of the Nicaea Council in Rome. Much of the New Testament reflects a crude blending of these old and new ideas.

The Mother Church, Roman Catholicism, perpetuated the mystique of the Divine Feminine (Yin) aspect of the Godhead, to the everlasting blessing of the faithful. The reformation movements, clinging more closely to the written gospel, mislaid the dual nature of the Father-Mother Deity and so became more militant, more Yang in their approach as "Onward Christian Soldiers" typifies.

Meanwhile, about five thousand years ago the blue rim of the Heavenly Wheel dipped into matter when Krishna manifested as Superboy, the infant blue Godchild in the flesh. He described the dividing ocean as milk, and Himself as of the Moon Planet (Yin). His ideal childhood message was conveyed as a youth, playing his flute whilst happily engaged in loving affairs with many companions. These shared with him the emotional developments of mischievous exploratory preadolescence. Krishna established a base of sapphire blue microdots on the earth plane as a foundation for the introduction of The Buddha. Yet Indie is still childlike in collective consciousness.

Like Krishna, the Buddha was born into favorable circumstances. This provided maximum stimulants to awaken his enquiring mind and quickly satiate the physical identity. Buddha represented the next progressive expression of the maturing Godchild. A heavy concentration of green microdots overlaid the blue with just enough lime-green links to introduce the forthcoming Yellow Ray.

The Mills of the Gods, grinding steadily with opposite electrical charges, pierce the divide of antimatter which holds the two apart. Wherever Yin and Yang connect, a spark ignites. It is like a tune being punched out on an old-time piano roll tube, or modern music indentations on a disk. This allows ever-increasing light rays to penetrate the gloom of mortal life, while at the same time recording earth's historic progress in video-tape-like sequences.

Thus there are two worlds revolving - one side showing tiny bumps, the other indentations, in exactly equal yet opposite places. When all the predetermined indentations have been made, the spheres turn upside down and inside out.

These intersecting wheels of Heaven and Earth made rapid advances in the Yin-Yang team of Confucius and Lao-Tse, when clean yellow and green microdots formed a sold link in the celestial mills.

Confucius, the great administrator, was born around 551 B.C. He brought a note of precise moral and ethical principles. For this reason I chose relatively humble circumstances to awaken efficiency of thought. Confucius' Yang background provided the maximum Mind-brain challenge of understanding and respect for husbanding life-energy to maximum productivity in thrift, responsibility, hardwork, and sound judgement.

Lao-Tse, Yin, the poet, was at the opposite end of the spectrum. This allowed Mind-brain to introduce the Yin-Yang concept, a very important point which We were trying to get across. We used to describe it as "feet on the ground - eyes on the stars", nowhere better illustrated than in the lives of Confucius and Lao-Tse. The combined wisdom of their diametrically opposite teachings resulted in generations of wisdom and stability, typified in the image of the Chinese Sage. It is the cybernetic thrust of the celestial dart, aiming for the white bull's-eye of perfect love expression in the flesh.

As the Cosmic time clock sped in ever-quickening cycles towards the goal, we reinforced the special theme borne by Judaism from the early days - a monotheistic Deity, deeply involved and personally concerned with each and everyone of its children. My People Israel.

Theirs was the central unifying braid, linking Omnipotence to personality to the Holy Ghost present in each micro-spark on earth - the Holy Trinity, the personal ring through which all other strands of colour must be woven to five meaning to the play. Without the unity of Father, Son and Holy Spirit what purpose may be found in all the rest?

In virgin birth, incarnate Deity, the word and vibe made flesh, Mary and Jesus crystallized the ultimate meaning of the whole earth Play, explaining how life after death is real, how many mansions await the victorious souls who harken to the message, and how personality is the point where heavenly and earthly forces join.

The Rival was aghast, and soon struck out in fury, knowing that its end was in sight. "I am the potent one" it screamed in rage, and tried to prove its point with furious might, to destroy the arriving millenium, the white harvest of I AM. Thus is the orchard pruned.

This provoked a massive yellow-red infusion into god-consciousness - a hint of things to be. To this end, during the latter half of the sixth century Khadija and Mohammed arrived to blazon the message "There is no God but THE GOD, the Living, the Eternal!". The play was moving along and it was time to emphasize a final detail.

The object of Islam? To convey the avenging might of the two-edged sword, lest any should confuse the gentleness of Yin with flaming Yang in action. The Law of Islam now rises in the East to sweep a clear cut swath of moral might to greet. My arrival, even as Mohammed rose before to firmly discipline a licentious Arabia.

He that hath eyes let him behold the Yang scenario.

Over to Yin

Prior to personification and reflective consciousness, I am's were like dewdrops, dark before dawn, yet scintillating brilliant colours at sunrise - like tiny cosmic eggs reflecting light.

In infancy the Spirit can relate to I AM like a child, a rosy pink or baby blue bundle of joy. Spiritual kindergarten introduces yellow threads which when woven in the blue add fibre, conditioning the child to grow up with solid yellow responsibility, as is the way of Gods. Passion is an impotent thrust, an unproductive outburst, if not tempered with discipline of Law, down to the most precise element of constraint.

When free of earthly guy wires, the tiny dewdrop-eggs, responding to the warm rays of the sun, revolve to colour evenly on every side, wiggling with delight as the sunlight penetrates a cold bottom with its life-giving kiss. Locked into mother's heartbeat frequency, the eggs turn as one. She keeps an eye on Papa and knows just when to get ready for movement. Sometimes the dewdrops feel so comfortable in blue that they don't budge when yellow is the note. Thus they are captured in eternal infancy, never knowing the glory of maturity.

When i was just a little girl, Papa Cave would take me on His knee in the great Throne Room, and stroke my hair. It was a much more comfortable thought than going off to mortal school. But He insisted. Although reluctant at first, I gradually sensed the thrill of growing up, and used these new found powers to the fullest. The thought of "growing old" was like a spectre in the closet. I was unable to bring it to the light of day.

Then I found love, which led me on to motherhood, teaching and sharing with my beloved brood of growing sons, till they too grew up and left the nest to meet their own fair destiny of love.

And as I grew older, Papa grew younger - something perhaps Mark Twain would understand. Our companionship blossomed, and gradually He passed the reins of stat to my maturing mind.

Only then could I understand what He had meant so many years before. "My darling daughter, you are fair to behold, but you must trust My Wisdom, and believe there is no more beautiful sight in the whole universe than a mature spiritual person. This is the object of our godling nest. Do your job well. For my time is close at hand to don the flesh, become a man midst men. Then we will be husband and wife forevermore."

Oh dear! My Lord arrives. The dewdrop cookies in the oven must be turned quickly or they will be cooked too much on one side and too little on the other. And beyond all his other qualities of pomp and circumstance, My husband is a perfectionist.

India needs to grow up fast. Education and organization to ripen Krishna's crop. I shall use My Father's special recipe to mix catholic and protestant notes, then that batch will be done. So many of my dewdrops sparkle green, eternal students growing plump and fat, like green apples yet to ripen. Mystics are fun, but curiously detached from profitable returns on Father's investment portfolio. Yellows march ahead productively. Too bad they cannot see that passing through the needle's eye must be a naked childlike act of faith where all the accumulated wealth of physical gains comes to naught. My Son, my sons, build not your Kingdom upon temporary gain, when eternal real estate is being given free.

I hear a faint disturbance in the nest. A perfect dewdrop bounces out with glee. "Mama - mama I'm born! She twists and twirls in justifiable pride of magnificent maturity. Then popping out like champagne corks they come, swirling at perfect speed to turn a sparkling rainbow into light. Magnificent perfect sunrays, each like the parents, though each unique in experience. And way way down the tube i hear Win murmur "Thank God. Babysitters at last!"

And the World keeps Turning

Makes your head spin just thinking about it, eh? Well that's the way we keep the world a' turning and spinning towards its brilliant white destiny.

Speaking of destiny ... over the ages some people (god-seeds) have always responded more to one colour or combination of colours than another. These make up the fabric of millenium. Call them the twelve tribes of Israel if you prefer that terminology.

From the Divine Perspective, they appear as a glistening tapestry of interwoven emotional shadings which cover the whole spectrum of human endeavor. A loving wife and mother, for example, centers a beautiful rosy-magenta glow. An efficient passionate man is enveloped in an orange flame.

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